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Letter to John Paul

Hi Jean Paul,             We both knew this was coming. Its time for me to say we are done. If you want to remain friends Ok but nothing more. I need someone who is going to treat me with love and respect. And you don’t. You don’t talk to me, You don’t even try. You… Continue reading Letter to John Paul

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Abuse

            I have been abuse so many different ways from physical to emothional. From my parents too my ex husband that has done it. But do you believe someone when they promise not to hurt you again. No, you don’t because they find away of doing again. Even if they say I love you more than… Continue reading Abuse

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Late

            If I wait around for my friend he is never early he is 10 min to sometimes an hour or three hours late. Like today we had an appt. and he was late and I left without him. I am so tried of this that he is a bullshiter.

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Life beening fast

            Beening late for me is not an optional. I like to be early. But a friend of mine likes to be late. I truly don’t understand why he likes to be late. I think it is like his family. Because most of the time we all went out they where late. He is always repeating… Continue reading Life beening fast

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One Life to Love

            In life I have learn you only get one time around with life. I question myself everyday now, do I really want this or need this? If i want this i don’t need it. If i need it i get it. Because only having one time around in this life to live I’m going… Continue reading One Life to Love

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It is time to leave the past behind

            Today’s thoughts going here once I had some sleep as I have been up all night thinking about the past and even more about the future. Yep you’re on my and in my mind baby. Right well it’s now 11:00am, someone once told me its time to forget the past and look to the… Continue reading It is time to leave the past behind

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Loving

            When I say I love you to someone else It means so much more than what I am saying. That is who I have always I love you. I don’t say I love you for nothing, because it is not just a word it has meaning and it also can hurts the other person… Continue reading Loving

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About Being Lied To

         These lies hurt me deep inside my heart, because of their lies I could really never trust them again in my life. But I still love them, but it will never be the same relationships again. This took 1000.00 in doctors for me to be able to say this. I forgive them for them… Continue reading About Being Lied To